I'm now having the final exam of the last semester in the college. Just 1 month after this i'll have to sit for acca exam again in June. It's kinda sad to think everyone is gonna separate soon. We've less than 2 months here.

I've been missing mom a lot these days too. In fact I think of her everyday. Just that I really wish to see her,hug her and tell her I love her so much these days. Life's really empty without her. She's the one who would listen to me, talk to me without blaming me and give words of encouragement while I also used to listen to her woes and console her. Ever since she left me, life goes on, I still have fun with friends, joke around, but at the end of the day I feel really sad without her. Most of the time I tried not to think of her as my mood of studying would be greatly affected and I'd usually become very depressed to think she's really gone.

It seems to me that I've lost the ambition, confidence, drive, determination, and liveliness in my life. I've tried various ways to get the passion I need in life. It is of no avail. Anyhow, things are improving and I'm starting to feel the drive to do my best now, once again.